Vlog – Week 38 – Balance your Life


Balance your energies:

1. Light an orange candle

2. Ask “Which area of my life needs re-balancing?”

3. Ask “Which aspect of my life / this question needs re-balancing?”

4. Where can I find more support in the understanding? (tools and messengers)

5. Stare into the light of the candle and ask “what is blocking me from…?)

6. Wait, and record all your thoughts, visions, pictures, words you might get

7. Future snapshot: where am I when I am feeling more powerful? When I have resolved this issue? What does it feel like? What do I do? – what do you see in the candle light?

8. Affirm: you are going to get there.

9. Ask your intuition to send you instructions step by step.

Let me know if you would like to receive further support.

Level: intermediate (requires some experiences of psychic abilities)

however, mainly asks you to play with your imagination and don’t overcomplicate it with your mind. Just see what your inner child sees, as she plays this game “watching the light of magic”.



What is your ego?


Your ego is everything that you have learnt as a human and everything that is happened to you as a human.

Some aspects of your ego are “collective” barriers in humanity as a whole while others are specific to your nation, your community, your family, and finally your own self.

These past experiences, especially the negative ones, work as a mixture of programmes in your mind.

They condition your mind to think this way or to think that way.

You also carry much of human suffering in your soul, but that is mainly related to your human experiences as well, therefore control your mind.

When we say “heal your ego” we mean love your parts that are covered by shadow and haven’t been freed up by the light of love yet.

So there are a number of things you need to do parallel, in order to heal your ego, your shadow self (not to kill it or hate it, or destroy it!):

  • Heal your mind, through enlightenment. Better understand what has happened to you and what is happening to you know so you can change your behaviour patterns.
  • Heal your heart, your past negative hurts and fears. Experience yourself in the now. Recognise your emotions for what they are. Free up your emotional states from previous trauma.
  • Heal your soul, fill the void with light. Practice unconditional love for yourself, and then for others as well.

And what do you think is left, when your ego’s gone through much healing?

Well first you got the “nothingness” state when you lose your earthly personality and have no idea who you are any more. Because you are not what your parents thought you, not what your friends told you, not what your husband or wife mirrored to you.

So you set on a search to find who you really are.

In the process, you meet your higher self, but be careful. As your higher self start emerging you develop a different ego, that is the spiritual ego. Many “spiritual” people actually talk from the place of their spiritual ego and not from their enlightened state, or the centre of love.

In this way, many people mislead others. Please always be mindful of what you are told to believe in.

The healing never actually ends, you just start healing more and more people as part of your “self”.

As long as you don’t indentify with other people’s pain to save them you are strong enough to heal them.

The deeper you go in connection, the more you can heal the world around you.

The more you are able to heal, the deeper your connection is with humanity and the universe.

Through the Gifts of Light Distance Learning and Mentorship Programmes, I support you to go through this cleansing process, to free up your mind, heart and soul and to develop your very own connection to the Universe, thus receiving guidance through your intuition, your Guides and Angels.



How do you know you’ve met an Angel?

Angels are Love Energy Formations.


Imagine them as Stars.

Each Star has their own characteristic.

Something they’ve been practicing for long and they got very good at.

Angels are genderless. Their gender depends on your connection with them.


Each Star would like to help the Earth Star.


The Earth Star is you.


As you discover that you are one with light, you are letting go of much of your human suffering.


You are Clearing Your Earth Star Ray, through which you first ascend.


Once you get to that point of ascension you would have discovered your connection to the angels.

You would have had at least one encounter with them.


The Earth Star is Guided by Archangel Gabriel / Gabrielle.

But you also receive much encouragement from your own personal Guardian Angel and Archangel Ariel.


As you let go of negative energy, you have more opportunities and freedom to experience your true character, your earthly personality.

You also become more empathic to others and help them free themselves from human suffering.

These two happen parallel.


You know you’ve met an angel when you feel loved by a presence. They appear as a guiding light in your life.


They offer you wisdom, support and encouragement. They offer you love and protection. They heal you from within.

As you feel their light, you start remembering your own.

The more you feel it, the more you merge with the light.

This is how you grow your light within.

You let go of suffering and remember: You are one with Love. You are Love.